I’m in probably the worst mood I’ve ever been in before

And I’m going to rant about it right now. For starters, my internet is literally being retarded and won’t load for shit since this morning so I’m frustrated as all hell. Then whenever I try to relax, I got my mom up my ass about every little thing. All I wanted to do was go upstairs and chill and shes like calling me about the TV and how she thinks I broke it..I didn’t so shut up. The gym near me is small as shit, has no weight machines, and doesn’t have a scale so I’m pissed about that. And last but not least, I texted the guy I like today and he never texted me back (the whole story is complicated and I really don’t feel like talking about it). He told me to text or call whenever, but he needs to think about what he wants to do (like if he wants to start dating me or not) because of my age. Like I completely understand but at the same time I’m so frustrated that he can’t just see past it like I am..Even if the age gap is pretty big. I don’t know, I’m just in a shitty mood; I keep thinking about him, I feel super stressed today, and want to curl up in a ball and cry. The only good thing about to was that I got a new bikini, shorts, and a hat. But other then that, my day has been literal shit and I felt like crying for no reason like all day. I know these problems are like “whatever Ashlyn, shut up you’re dumb” but I needed to get it out and not feel like I was gonna explode any second. KJLSNDFLKJAN I need to breathe

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